i can be your hero, baby

Saturday, July 30, 2005

my parents aren't in.yay.one good thing.today i'm in a good mood.dont know why la..mood swing.woke up real early and went to school myself but i was depressed in the morning.yeah.was pissed.all thanks to my dream la it was super awful.and it suck too cause my back hurts.yuck-

first was pe.did sit and reach though my back ache like shit.i tried mt best but i could not get 47.only managed 45.like 2 cm more to an A la..anyway had double period science,was falling asleep.electricity is super boring la..

skipped recess for that cheer.gosh that suck.no music,no singing.nothing.just cheer!!!aahh.but at least we manager to get some stuff done.yeah.english was ok.ms quek have been in a good mood these few days.but so sad,we'll have a new english teacher like next week.not looking forward to that.music,then geog.

left school at 115 cause we had to go for some nanoengineering thing.it was suppose to start at 2 but it started at like 330?and ended arnd 5 plus and my legs and back are aching cause we had to walk round and round the various labs.but it was quite fun la..yeah.they picked me up and they prepare themselves for some stupid ball thingy la..yupp.i'm hungry but i dont wana eat.feel so fat la..

alrite.i've nothing much to say.tata.

can i still tell you how much you mean to me?
can i still tell you i miss you?
and i still love you?
i doubt it cause you dont care.

11:41 AM

Saturday, July 23, 2005

just bathe..today was one good day.did alot of screaming.hahas.school on the morning was so so la.spent the last 45 mins talking outsife the green lodge cause miss goh did not come.which was a really good thing.went tiong's ntuc with anissa to do some marketing.yes MARKETING.and i dont know anything bout it.she cabbed back home so i went home too.bathe and sleep then went to school.i was like late ok so i took cab and i had to wait for like super long can.finally when i got a cab,rebecca called me and their cab was behind mine la..hahas then we ran like crazy to ms mak's home room.went down to sit and rot then dance for 35 mins.it was like so fun la.i was hyper!!!hahas.then we ate.tia,janneh and i walk arnd.then i saw char and talk to her.she was kinda depressed over some stuff.and so was i so we went to the field and run and started screaming alot.run with crystal too...the class dance thingy was nice.i think 3b's was funny la.was like laughing.hahas.i was a good girl so xuanya and i went to pick litter..then ms quek got us to help carry the tables and chair.it's tiring la and my throat hurts now..probably due to the screaming.yup.took a bus to tiong with tia and karen then tia left with her dad so karen and i cabbed back.i'm nice a gave karen a lift.hahas.and here i am.typing typing typing.gosh my back hurts now la..ouch..oh well i'm lazy now..guess that's all..

why am i still doing this for you?

2:10 PM

Friday, July 15, 2005

my back is aching la.pulled my shoulder muscle yesterday and i cant turn to the left.it hurts..anyway today's one tiring day la.started the day with math and jiabao was no where to be seen.as usual la she..then lit.went to the hardcourt to practice our lit on stage.gosh anissa is the bimbo reporter la.funny can and tia,a nerd.like total opposite can.hahas.anyway did the fusion dance during pe.was super boring.english class is getting fun-ner.duont know why but i seem interested in english class.right..chelsy's crazy..scince was super boring.it's some chpt on electricity and it's boring la.current?electron?resistor?what crap..geog was fun la.mrs low was not in school.she went to get the pins out of her hand so ls alicia took us.she only spent 10 mins doing the arable land chpt and she let us do anything.hahas.

after school,stayed back for the lit on stage AGAIN.stayed till 430 but only spernt 1 hr doing stuff.poor jannah.she;s got fever!!!poor girl.the rest of the time was playing.hahas.i played badminton and i suck at it.i kept thinking it's tennis so i let the shuttle thingy drop and it wont bounce.but after awhile i hit it before it drop on the floor.hahas.all of them were like "chelsy.you're not playing tennis you know".hahas i kept hitting it the "tennis" way.so fun.hahas.went to tiong with dear tia.we talk alot and laugh alot too..went to my mums place.and i cut my hair but it's like so not obvious and i look horrible la.eeww.but it's thinner..

i wana go sun tanned again!i'm getting tanner ok.and as soon as i get tanned,it'll be SOME peoples turn to get jealous.hahas.kinda lame la.

i guess i shoud not bother you anymore?it was wrong

11:37 AM

Sunday, July 10, 2005

it's been so long.so long since we.....and i know it's impossible btwn us but i just cant seem to find ways to let you go.why?i really miss it when you cared.why am i still holding on when nothing seem to happen?

school was tiring the whole week.dance,dance dance and more dance.it was yesterday and 2a and 2c was not ready so they'll perform next week.so the results will be out next week...*cross finger*looks like i really need to go for therapy.my back have been hurting.and it hurts really badly...oh wells...i've got nothing much to say la...

fate?

1:11 AM

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

"it's hard to let you go but i know i must try though i feel cheated cause we never said goodbye"

milk run was ok.walk around the hotel with stacy.was crazy la. went town after milk run.wee jia and i was like super broke.stacy made me eat saba set for lunch but i was like super full and she orderes for me.went yoshi for dinner but weejia and i was broke so we went subway for cookies and went back to yoshi and sat there with yimei,fangzi,leanne and stacy.we were like laughing at stacy darling(that's what fz call her)she went crazy and started laughing and she fell on the floor.so funny can.hahas.it was super funny.that's all i know.ok huesss that's all.

"when will you be mine"

5:48 AM